Kara had told Zak she was called to the base to assist in some unfinished business and she would be back as soon as possible. This was a lie. She was sitting on a park swing, swinging back and forth slowly. The only noise was the creaking of the rusty chains rubbing up against the metal pole holding it up. Her feet gently grazed the dirt below as she went up, and went down. She wrapped her fingers around the cold metal chains and sighed, unsure if Lee was still going to come. 

She wanted to blame herself for where she was today. For all she had done, she believed this is where she should be. She was her own disaster and this was the mess that she had left for herself. Her love stained hurricane had ceased yet arisen as quickly as it had died. She didn't want to hurt anyone so instead she chose to hurt herself. Yet she had never realized a simple fact, that by hurting yourself, you hurt all who love you. She was finally coming to see that this war within of head vs. heart was going to end tragically for one side no matter what. Were she to choose Lee, she would crush Zak. Were she to choose Zak, it was destroy Lee. In this time of silent thought, she came to a conclusion, who could she not bear to lose more? Who would she be devastated to lose? And if both of them loved her like they say they did, they would accept the choice she had made. They would allow her to move on with the decision she had chosen. They would be happy for her because if by hurting yourself hurts the ones who care about you, then when you are happy, if they truly love you, they will be happy with you; despite the sorrow they may feel by your passing or letting them go. And so by this thought, she had chosen who it was she was going to leave behind, and who she was going to be with.

She heard something rustle the bushes to the left of where she sat. A cold breeze flew by and blew her hair into her face. She turned in the direction of the noise and saw Lee. He slowly walked over and sat on the swing beside Kara; the entire time their eyes were locked. The swing made a squeaking noise as he sat down upon it. Kara softly pressed her feet into the ground and stopped her swinging. She turned her body a bit to face Lee and looked him in the eyes. It was dark, but she could still make out his angelic face. She could still see his beautiful eyes. She watched him intently as the air began to fill up with tension, the way it always did when these two were anywhere together.

Lee reached over and put his hand on Kara's and smiled. She was taken aback, but immediately returned the smile. Her eyes turned down to their locked hands. He looked away from her, "Do you love him, Kara?"

She looked back up at him and frowned. A conversation she had dreaded but knew was inevitable.  "Yes." She spoke truth. She did love Zak. She didn't want to but she did. Lee's face fell into a sorrowed expression. Kara placed her other hand that was holding the chain upon his cheek and smiled, "But not like I love you. Never like I love you." Lee smiled at her. He stood up and moved closer to her swing. Silence. No exchange of words. He simply stared at her, looking into her soul. It is said that the eyes are the portal to the soul. When Lee looked into her eyes, she became transparent, easier to understand; easier to see. 

He leaned in closer to her and placed his hands upon the sides of her warm, rosy cheeks. He froze before going in to kiss, breathing her in before he tasted. This long awaited want coming to be fulfilled. To him, it was always a dream destroyed when awoken. He wanted this moment to last. He closed his eyes and opened them slowly. This was not a dream. This was not an illusion, a fantasy. It was reality. It was Kara. It was him. It was passion, pain, love, destruction, deciet, lies, hurt, and pleasure wrapped up into a beautiful disaster. A runaway train whose carnage was unappealing yet unresistable. He leaned in farther, his soft lips tenderly kissing hers. Their tongues locked and the sparks flew. 

The cold air became hot. Kara wrapped her arms around the back of his neck and looked up at him, the passion rising in the air. He lifted her up off the swing, and supported her up. She continued to look at him, the lines had been crossed. Every warning sign was being ignored and every wall had fallen. The year she had spent trying to forget only made his reappearance all the more difficult. She lowered her head and kissed him as he placed his other hand on the pole to keep balance. She pulled away and smiled coyly at him. Her face came closer and her tongue came out. She licked him along the cheek and whispered in his ear, "I guess some things never change." 

He smiled and moved his face to her ear and whispered in reply, "Some things never will." He kissed her ear softly and playfully bit it. Kara let out a giggle and began to kiss his neck , her mouth like a parasite, clinging onto him and sucking off him. She made her way to his shirt and smiled. 

"Put me down for a sec." She grinned. Lee gave her a confused look and let her down. "Raise you arms." He was the puppet, going along for the thrill. She was the pupeteer, pulling his strings. She lifted his shirt up over his head and tossed it into the grass. Her hands touched his muscular chest and her claws came out. She scratched his sides all the way down until she reached the rim of his pants. Her fingers moved, centimeter by centimeter, closely approaching the button. She got down on her knees and unzipped the zipper of his pants. She demurely looked up at him, her pretense being that she was innocent. This pretense shattered as she quickly pulled down his pants. He looked down at her, smiling. She pulled down his boxers and saw the "Arrow of Apollo" looking back at her. 

"I feel cheated." Lee pretended to pout. 

Kara kneeled, shocked. "How so?"

He smiled, "Well here, I am, completely naked and yet you still have on all your clothes." He laughed.

She stood up and moved in closer to him, her body closely approaching contact. Her body pressed into his as she kissed him from his chest on down. Her mouth slowly inching from spot to spot, coming closer and closer to the "arrow". Her lips arrived and she wrapped her lips around the tip of the arrow. God-like, erect, tough. She moved her lips farther and farther, his arrow going deeper and deeper into her mouth. Lee looked up to the stars a look of bliss crossed over his face. She moved his lips back across his "arrow" and breathed in hard as Lee began to breathe deeper and faster. She smiled and playfully bit him a bit. Not hard enough to cause pain but enough for Lee to break out of state of euphoria with a shock.

Kara looked up at him and and smiled. He looked down at her with a funny face. "So, Lee, that make us equal?" She giggled.

Lee moved his hands to her waist and lifted up her shirt and tossed it into the ground beside his own. He smiled at her. "I love you, Kara Thrace." 

She smiled up at him. "I love you, Lee Adama." The lust had left and the love had re-entered. He got onto his knees and pulled her closer to him. He gently pressed his lips upon her stomache and sucked on her like a leech. She smiled and laughed. His lips were tickling her. He moved his fingers to her pants and slowly unbuttoned and unzipped them. His fingers pulled down her pants and he smiled and stood back up. 

He lifted her up on top of him and laid her down onto the grass, the passion moving in the air. The patience was gone. This was a long awaited moment, the distant dream. It was finally coming true and time no longer existed. In this moment, it was only them. He kissed her exposed neck like a vampire. Attacking her, loving her. He moved his hands upon her warm, ample breasts and grinned. He laid down on top of her and pushed himself into her body.  His "arrow" burrowing deeper and deeper. Her mouth opened and a sigh of pleasure came out. She dug her nails down into his back as ecstasy overcame her face. 

She kissed him passionately as he continued to ride her up and down. Her tongue plunging deeper and deeper into his throat as he worked his way farther and farther, faster and faster into her. Her nails drove deeper into his back the harder he came. Lee kissed her neck and smiled down at her. She let out another sigh between breaths as the pleasure overcame her. 

The cracked glass completely shattered.

T.B.C. =P

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Kara looked at Lee with a coy grin on her face. She had been eagerly awaiting this moment ever since she had gotten back on Galactica from the exodus on New Caprica. She bit her lip and sat on Lee's lap. She placed her fingers upon his chest and ran her fingers across it. She placed her head by his hands and Lee looked a bit shocked. He placed his hands upon her golden blonde hair and laid his head upon hers. It had been the first time they had ever exchanged a moment of pure love, no sex, no lust, just love. She looked up at him and he looked down at her. "I said I love you. I said it, I meant it." Kara smiled. 

She reached over for his hand and made him part his fingers. She placed her fingers in the space and locked hands with his. He placed his other hand upon her lower back as Kara placed her other hand on his shoulderblade. She smiled and kissed him sweetly. His soft lips tenderly touching hers. Their delicate tongues running across one another's. He pulled Kara's arms up with his and ran his fingers all the way down to her neck. Then, he pulled her shirt off over her head. As the shirt came over, he threw it onto the ground and touched her hands. She lowered them slowly, looking into Lee's eyes. He saw her beauty, he saw her grace. Their arms were finally lowered, her hands upon his shoulders, his down unbuttoning her pants.

Kara kissed his ear and moved her lips toward his neck as he pulled down her pants. He placed his hand down her underwear and pulled them off. She smiled, her naked body before him. He touched her face with his hands as he had done so in the raptor on the algae planet. She closed her eyes and felt his lips touch hers. Kara opened her eyes and pulled Lee up by the pants. She made her way down to the zipper and unzipped them. Lee placed his face on the side of hers and gently rubbed his face with hers. She pulled off his pants, leaving him only in his boxers. He kissed her neck and ran his fingers through her hair as she pulled off his boxers. 

Now both of them lay bare in the middle of the flight deck. Kara pressed herself up upon Lee and stayed close. Lee and Kara locked eyes, both in the heat of passion. Lee picked up Kara, her legs wrapped around him. She looked down at him and kissed his, his lips tasting so sweet. He turned her towards the ground and laid her down. He was now laying over her, looking like he was in push up position. Kara felt his erect penis penetrate her. She let out a gasp as she felt him inside her. She placed her fingers on his back and felt him running up and down, felt his love and the heat.

Lee looked down at Kara, the ground of the flight deck was cold but their bodies were heating it up. He looked at her with such love, such passion. I never want to lose her again. Lee thought to himself as he thrust harder.

Kara let out another sigh and rolled Lee over. She was now on top of him, smiling. She rode him up and down slowly; love was like an electric current in the room. Lee pushed her over onto her back. It was his turn on top. She dug her nails deep into his back and Lee let out a sigh. The pain and the pleasure mixed together. She scratched along his back, leaving marks of her on him. Kara could feel his warmth, her legs opened upon him. He pulled her arms off his shoulders and held her wrists onto the ground. He was taking charge. He pushed himself further and further into her. Kara laid there, a prisoner to the pleasure. 

She ran her tongue across her lips. Lee placed his head upon her breasts and began to kiss them. He then started sucking upon her ample breasts, like a leech sucking out life. Kara leaned her head back and sighed. "Oh Lee!" He pushed harder and harder into her. She clenched her nails into her hands. The pleasure was so great.

Lee let go of Kara's arms and Kara sunk her nails deep into his back. He pulled her up off the ground. Lee was pushing himself deeper into her. He carried her over to the wall and pushed her onto it. Her back hit the wall with a thud. She ignored it and moved her hands down to Lee's hard ass. She grabbed it in her hand and spanked the other cheek with the other. He smiled at her and moved his hands down to her breasts. His legs were supporting her up as his left hand felt her breast. He thrusted harder into her and hit his other hand on the wall. He dug his fingers into the wall to release some of the delight of the moment he was reveling in.

Kara's head was on the side of his, her mouth open, trying not to make too much noise. Sighs were slipping from both their lips as the climax was building. Lee put his other hand up by the wall also and thrusted harder and harder into Kara. Faster and faster. Kara closed her eyes as pure euphoria swept over their bodies. The point of climax had passed but the feeling of ecstasy still lingered on. Kara moved her head down by Lee's shoulders and slowly unlocked her legs from around his "arrow". Her nails were hard into his back still and she finally opened her palm to release him from her hold. Lee's hands were still upon the wall, a look of exhaustion on his face. She looked at him, the man she had always loved, and kiss him. She pressed her back back into the wall and slid down to the ground. Lee sat beside her.

His eyes were closing, he wanted to rest. Kara grabbed his hand and clasped her fingers with his. She leaned into his chest, her back pushed into his open legs. He looked at her and knew that this time, something was different. He smiled and held her close to him. He didn't feel sleep luring him anymore. He wanted to hold her. She moved her head up by his ear and whispered once again, "Kara Thrace loves Lee Adama."

Lee bent his head down and whispered in her ear, "Lee Adama loves Kara Thrace."

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